not disabled - but perhaps impaired

wasnt sure where to post this, my disability is not a physical limitation, but a mental stumbling block - i have been a devote martial artist for 15 years and a member of MAP for at least 2 years, and although i have some communication skills, i am a man of body language and my social skills on this forum are lacking.... on top of that i find myself illiterate and not well educated (i made the mistake of spelling 'gaun sao' when i meant to say 'gong sao' - a different tech entirely) and my inability to communicate has effected my social networking relationship on MAP - on top of that, i have memory issues and sometimes, although i mean well and often try helping others, i am not always on point.... i found myself having to look back and dig deep into my memory bank to re-learn basics that i have forgotten long ago, like the 5 ways of attack, and then on top of THAT i also have issues viewing and posting due to my cheap phone limitations, and it all just makes for one big mess - the end result is not good